http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/ how is your life today? Mon, 06 Dec 2004 23:00:08 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/52.html Tue, 07 Dec 2004 06:51:00 GMT saygi bitip, birbirinden nefret edicek kivama gelmis iki insani beraber tutan tek sey bagimlilik oldugunda, tukenmis oldugunu anlamayip devam ettirmek salaklik, binlerce kez ayni sozlere kanip, ayni sekilde incinmeyi goze almak ise, yapilabilicek en buyuk aptallik. "-isn't it amazing what our love is?" gecmis, mukemmel anilar olarak diil, sonu hazirlayan hatalar olarak anildiginda zaten coktan bitmis demektir. bunu anlamayip ayni seyi tekrarlamak ise saflik. her tartisma sonunda bisiyler kanitlama hirsiyla avcuna biraktigin tirnak izlerine baktiginda hala... (more) http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=52 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/51.html Wed, 24 Nov 2004 04:57:16 GMT Most nights I cry myself awake And she waits, my love, my love falls away Well I sit alone, again today Wonder why everything went this way And now waiting for everything To fall into place Waiting for everything To fall into place dallas green http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=51 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/50.html Tue, 16 Nov 2004 07:08:16 GMT I got an account now for here! Hi everyone This post is going to be a more emotional post. I've been saving this for a few days, and now can finally get it out. This story, wont sound as emotionally connected as I'd like, because, I really can't explain the feeling,and emotion that was involved. It was something that words dont describe. It was truly, a moving, and eye opening event. As most of you, probably know, me and melis went to a concert on friday, seeing The Used, The Bled, The Bronx, and No Warning. Head Automatica was supposed to be there, but, they couldn't... (more) http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=50 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/49.html Tue, 09 Nov 2004 06:38:47 GMT a weekend. two days. these are the two days, i look forward to, the most in my week. yes, friday too, but, friday still is partly school related. saturday, and sunday, of every week, i get to spend all day im awake, with melis. from the minute i open my eyes, to the minute they fall closed, i am with her. recently, i've been lucky enough to be with her in dream too. last weekend, threw it all for a loop though. friday, was a bit different, but in a good way, melis came into NYC to meet me, and took me to see The Machinist. it was so good. we also ate a whole chicken,... (more) http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=49 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/48.html Thu, 04 Nov 2004 17:05:34 GMT this post isn't going to be to melis this time. its going to be to all her friends in turkey. i wanted to write to you guys, just to thank you, for influencing melis in her life, and basically making her into the person she is now. yes, at times she does drive me crazy. but even then, i konw these are just cute quirks about her and her personality. she has been by far, the biggest influence to my life, from any person other than my parents. she has changed me in many ways, i never thought possible. this alone, is something i can never forget. i feel weird saying things like... (more) http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=48 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/47.html Tue, 02 Nov 2004 02:40:39 GMT meraba!! simdi bol bol gevezelik yapicak vaktim var. bugun okula gitmedim, yarin da secim oldugu icin tatil. super bir long weekend oldu benim icin. cuma gunu okulun ici sirk gibiydi [ halloween'den dolayi] baya eglenceli gecti. cumartesi, deftones/dredg konseri vardi. 1.5 saat boyunca arabada bagira cagira sarki soyledik, vardigimiz da yorgunduk bile. benim annem ve matt'in annesi her 15 dakikada bir sirayla ariyip, kaza yapip yapmadigimizi kontrol etti, baya yagmurlu ve sisliydi, ama o kadar abartilicak kadarda diildi be anne.. 1 saat disarda bekledik, sonra... (more) http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=47 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Sun, 31 Oct 2004 07:58:26 GMT cok yorgunum, ama yarin detayli olarak anlaticam. iyi geceler. http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Thu, 28 Oct 2004 15:07:21 GMT gunaydin. saat daha 9 bile diil, bu sinifta uyumak imkansiz, gozlerimi acik tutmakta cok zorlaniyorum. daha erken yatmam lazim, yine butun duzenim altust oldu. dun aksam ay tutuldu, bi arkadasimin botunda onu izlemeye gittik, kimse benim kadar enteres olmadi, yemek-icmek daha cok eglendirdi onlari, benimse 1 saat boyunca havaya bakmadan boynum agridi. matt'le telefondaydik durmadan, yanliz geliyodu sesi. icim acidi cok.. hicbirseyin tadi cikmiyor o olmadan. sigh.. zil calmak uzere. firsat olursa yazmaya devam edebilirim bugun. senden ise hala haber yok missy. http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Wed, 27 Oct 2004 16:36:38 GMT its the days like these that feel so right. everything i knew, is so out of sight. i see whats now, and what is here, and never once have i felt so near. you've shown me love, you've shown me true. you've shown me everything i want for you. it isn't something that everyone can see, for this is our love melis- its only you and me. matt. http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://neonlike.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Mon, 25 Oct 2004 17:37:29 GMT yazmayali uzun zaman oldu, herkezi de ihmal ettim, biliyorum. uzgunum. bu aralar sinav ve projelerle ugrasiyorum. donem sonu gelmek uzere nerdeyse. bunun haricinde; nerden yazmaya baslasam bilemiyorum bile, baya yogun ve macerali gecti bu ay. son blog'dan aklindan neler gectigini biliyorum, ama merak etme, su anda hersey eskisi gibi. bu ayin 30'unda deftones/dredg'e gidiyoruz, kasim'in 12'sinde de the used/head automatica/the bled konseri var,deftones/dredg ozellikle, guzel olmasi lazim, oldukca kucuk bir alanda olucak. gunler cok cabuk geciyor yine, yetisemiyorum hic... 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